Calm and Peaceful

Davin asked me tonight how I was feeling about all of this (fostering) and the reactions we have been getting from certain people. I told him that since my emotional day on Tuesday I have had a feeling of calmness and peace laying over me like a blanket. I had a great day on Wednesday and a good day today. Becky was out sick today so I pretty much had the day to myself and my thoughts. I found that I was at peace just being and that was a wonderful feeling. I am not a person that usually feels calm and peaceful so this feeling is very nice. After my rough week last week I now feel like God has placed a blanket over me and has me under his care and protection. Negative comments about us becoming foster parents haven't been affecting me like they normally would. For those that know me they know that I don't usually talk like I have been this past week. I don't talk about God in my life, feeling called to do something, the devil, or the feeling of having a blanket of peace placed over me. I can't explain it. I don't think I have changed. I just feel like God is with me and that His peace is changing the way I handle situations and the way I feel about situations.